Most of yous know what i have done and probably dont want me back but i am very sorry for what i did, i had no idea what i was doing was going agenst the rules that much, i let my anger get to my head and couldnt control it, i can be very emotional so sometimes my anger just goes out of control, when those new players kept calling me names such as cunt bag and bitch and just about every other word there is it realy set me off, i came onto this site by the guide of a admin, so seeing what the admin could do made me want to do it to so i guess thats where i started god-moding but not even realizeing it. you dont have to accept me back or enything like that, you can delete my character or do whatever, i just wanted all my friends to know that im sorry.