My sister died yesterday

Hello, my sister just died yesterday in the morning and I just went to the funeral and I think that I wasn't a very good brother to her. But if you see me sad, because i feel hurt about my sister. She was only 14 when she died and Im almost her twin but as a boy anyways. My birthday is coming soon farther away...but I think i know what i wanna to do. Her grave isn't very far from my house...its only 7 blocks away from my street as well. I think I'm just gonna walk to her grave everyday afterschool and talk to her like an idiot as if im talking to nobody like Hatake Kakashi..good thing i know something about him, he gave me an idea of this. So, be careful when I'm around..I sometimes can be truly desperated like today but I felt like today was so important to me in my whole life.. I dont really talk so much, I just wish i never post this but I just wanted you to know that's all. I can definitly feel what pain is..losing a sibling of mine. ..=(

I am so sorry man.
I have lost a lot, and its made me numb, but a sibling..... I can't compete with that.
Anytime you want to talk to someone or something, just.....let me know okay?
I am here for you bro, I really am.

I dont think Im gonna post for awhile..even if Im here, i'll just read, eyes..but no hands to type.. Oh just for awhile. =/

Alright. Just remember that I am here for you. I am on almost all of the time, so just PM me, or catch me in the CB or something if you ever want to talk. I might sound like one of those stupid school counselors or something... But I am a great listener, and I really do hope you trust in me enough that you would understand what I am saying and talk to me about anything you need someone to listen to. It doesn't even have to be a full convo. You can just pm me something and put at the end something like:

I just needed to say this....blah blah blah. You don't have to reply....etc. etc. etc.

Aiight?

I kind of know how it feels to lose a sibling. I dont wanna talk about my expirience or anything but I kind of understand what you are going through right now so like Kidate if you ever need to talk im here for you.

Thanks guys, I'm kinda feeling little bit better. =/

thats good to hear.
The offer stands for anything and everything so dont be afraid to come and talk to someone about it and hopefully soon you will be back to normal and feeling better

I am here to help you too...
I may not have lost a sibling but all my life I experience the same kind of pain...:(

God, i cant think of anything to say, its just terrible.