A Feeling of Death - [Private. B, O, R.]

Oshi backs up a little bit at this. Why do girls have to be so emotional...he thought frowning. Its kinda scary

(( you really are being like me :pale: ))

" I was the one who had to deal with Ukon " he said " so just stop thinking about all the bad stuff "

Oshi took a tentative step forward. He was an easy going guy he didn't know what to do. I'll leave this up to Buki...I just hope he doesn't bring me into it

((Gah. Sorry. ...))

"Ukon almost killed me Buki..." Ryu replied getting a little frustrated, "How would you feel if your mother died at your birth and was almost killed three times, and even worse, almost taken from your friends and was trained by an ex-akatsuki that is kage level!!" Ryu snapped again..

(( as long as you don't start using knifes and going near abandoned prisons ))

" Yeah i know how you feel , but forget about all that , think about the good stuff " mumered Buki
throwing Oshi an annoyed look .

(( I'll try not to... ))

"No you don't Buki..." Ryu said glancing Oshi a happier look then before, "If you did now, then why was I lying in your blood, bursting into tears?!" Ryu yelled.

(( lolz ))

" Trust me Ukon was worse " muttered Buki remebering the scene in the prison and in hidden mist
" just calm down and stop worrying , just get on with your life "

"Ummmm" Oshi muttered "Ryu everythings alright" and then a little quiter "I have no idea what either of those two are talking about"

"Fine. But I still might go with Pein..." Ryu said throwing his arm off herself. "And I'm fine Oshiroku..."

"If you do go with him just be careful ok" Oshi said. Uggg all this mushy gushy stuff was hard. How does Buki do it?...he thought

"I will..." Ryu said walking past Oshiroku and lied down onto the ground.

Buki looked a bit out-there for a moment " try lying in both your parents blood with their
bodies inches from your faces " Buki had a flashback he was at home , his parents were talking
when two missing nins burst in and butchered his parents in front of his eyes , he blanked out
and when he woke up the missing nins bodies had been ripped apart and their blood was on his hands .
the first time i met Ukon he thought standing up slowly .

Oshi stepped back again from Buki.

Buki looked sadder then ever , the images of that night were being played back in his eyes .

Trying to act happy Oshi walked forward toward the two "come on guys stop being sulky...both of you need to do something fun"

"I can't, I need to think Oshi..." Ryu replied shuting her ears.

Buki stood up " fine , we all have to forget about the past and concentrate on being happy
and not commiting suicide " .

"Ryu there is nothing to think about" Oshi said "You will do what you do when you do it" Oshi grinned "Thats my philosophy on life"

" Your philosiphy sucks " said Buki bluntly " let her think , she has a lot to think about " .

"No it doesn't" Oshi said back to his happy self "The more you think about it the more you wont be able to decide...So why don't you just stop thinking"

Ryu didn't hear, she was still shutting her ears, I need to see Pein again... she thought.

((you can't shut your ears Ryu lol sound rules :P))

" sometimes im happy being sad " said Buki sensitivly " and if people wanna think let them think ,
unless their the person standing in front of you in the que for pizza "

"What is there to think about though Buki" Oshi said happily "Go with Pein or not go with Pein...Its not that hard" Oshi laughed "Ryu just think of whats best for you...sometimes you need to think only of yourself"

Ryu replied, "I decided..." she replied and nodded.